Song of My Father
Lately there seems to be a theme to these posts and, as I've mentioned, the theme seems to be big changes in my life. I've talked a lot about how God's been opening my eyes to various things that aren't going so well and are not healthy for me to continue, and today it became apparent that one very important thing in my life will eventually need to come to an end. I figured this would probably happen but the reality of it is overwhelming. I'm completely heartbroken, to say the least. I know I'm going to keep trying to figure out how I can fix it until the day it's done, but deep down I know there's nothing else I can do. With this new reality I, as always, took Bella on a walk feeling sad and lonely. While I was driving home and listening to music I wanted something new to lift my spirits. I remem bered seeing a song in my Apple Library that I hadn't heard before and don't remember downloading so I decided to play it. It was perfect . As I wa